You hated it but You never really meant it.

When is the last time you heard your mom reminding you to clean your own room, to do the house chores, or to do your homework/study? Mine was quite long ago believe it or not, and I'm missing those moments already. It was annoying to me and it shuts my ears off during that time but as you grow up.. You will eventually realised how important they are in your life and when you think about how much effort and patience they have invested in raising you up, you'll love them even more although they might pull the routine once in awhile.

I love my parents from the bottom of my heart! If you understand what I was saying then you would agree on me that these are the people that will be there for you despite all the wrong doings of yours, all the dumb questions you've asked (questions that you wouldn't ask your friends afraid that they will laugh at you) , the only people you can be 100% transparent with.

Why this post about your parents you might ask and I'll tell you later in this post. When I look back at my past, I was always the pampered child compared to my elder brother. We fought a lot and my brother was jealous how my parents treated me. Up till today, I still hear the phrase that I was treated way better compared how my brother was. Of course, I've learnt to stand on my feet but I find it hard at times realising how I was so used to things that were taken care by my parents. I told myself to get rid of all these pampered habits and learn to be independent. I want to tell my brother one day that I can really stand on my own and facing the challenges in life, showing my parents that I've turned out great. That's what I want to achieve.

This is truly what I want to express today and the reason why this post is because of the movie "Brave" . Some might say its a so-so or an outdated storyline. But for me, it speaks right through my heart and I can so relate to it. Adding to that, was the lovely animation(credits to all hard working techies) and the soundtracks in the movie!! Believe it or not, I've already downloaded the whole album and it's good. I literally tried Soundtracking it with my phone in the cinema itself. That's how good it is. Give it a watch though. You might or might not like it but for me...It was AWESOME!

Here's my favourite song in the movie!

Family: I have no choice in which family to born in and yet I will never trade anything or anyone for the one I have now.

Tomorrow Remains a Mystery

Let's start of with how was your day yesterday? was it a great one? or was it just pure miserable? But knowing Malaysians, most of them will just say "So-So lar" or "Oklarr". And what about my yesterday? Well, knowing what happened be it exciting or just plain routine, I'm looking forward to what is going to happen tomorrow.

I'm in a new work place now and so far, it's a very new interesting experience to be at. Things I've have taken granted for last time, I'm missing them now but none-the-less, it's great to really learn from ground zero again reminding myself the roots of things when they first started off to be more simplified and more manual. I have learnt so much in these few days ( It's now my 3rd week). This free lance job that will only last for 2months and seeing the whole plan in place, I can't wait for all the challenges to come, I wonder how my future self will be solving all these matters and making sure everything in order so I won't screw it up. As I'm writing this, I do hope everyone is doing great and if there is any wall in your pathway, don't turn back but figure a way to overcome that wall. Be an overcomer and for once, achieve something for your own life. A moment in life when I was about to give up, my ex mentor who is also one of my closest friend back in the old place told me this.

If you don't stay strong and fight for it, someone younger than you who wants it more than you or someone that hungers it more than you, they will do your work! Sooner or rather, you'll watch everyone overtaking you in life, going 1 step ahead of you or further. You'll end up staying there forever.

Well, not the exact words but yea it carries the same weight. This was indeed a wake up call for me. Me being all whiny and a bitchy princess about so many things finally came to reality that I have to be hard working and STOP COMPLAINING how life used to be and start coming out from my own comfort zone. I have to thank her deep down in my heart!

The Mouthful Sigh

Six years of friendship,
One and a half years of wonderful memories,
Uncountable laughter,

Has become something different now...

It feels more of like...

Immeasurable emptiness,
Uncountable loss of a companion,
More than a liter of tears,

A shocking news came to us like a smack on the face with the feeling of a lightning strike straight to the heart. Do tell me if there is a machine or even a doctor has a cure for that as I would like arrange a meeting or even spend a fortune for the medic. The date was 22/5/2012 in the afternoon about 3plus was really an unforgettable moment in my life leaving a scar and welcoming emptiness to me. Dearest friend Kee Siew Pik, you have been in my life for about 1 and a half year during high school and counting down the years we were friends, the amount of memories we had....was more like a centurion one.

I was very angry and sad when I first hear the news thinking why wouldn't you at the very least leak some hint out to us that you were sick..But realization of your strong character as you always have been, I completely understood why. As much as I wanted to stop thinking, the heart aches for you inside and indeed it's my very first experience losing a close friend of your age and its TRUELY HARD!

I'm wishing for more time , I'm also wishing for a time machine, even wishing for more time for my friends and family, wishing for a suitable time where everyone can gather up and have a great hang out time! A simple advice but often taken advantage of to all of you.. Always Cherish the People around you and always Make time for your love and important ones..

We choose to see what we want to see

Have you ever thought of anything you would change if you get a chance to turn back time? Is there anything you would want to say? Is there anything you regret of not doing? Is there a place you rather be then now where you're at? I believe we do ask ourselves these questions...

Among all things I learnt of life until today is not making the best or smartest decisions but to make a decision that we ourselves will not regret.true enough? Sometimes we tend to be in dilemma between two choices be it choosing where to eat, be it which clothes to wear for a function, be it which girl to go out with(well this....most of the time the boys will just go out with both.) what I'm trying to say is... Choices can be vary but the situation we are in daily are the same. We are often put in situation to choose one and most of the time we can't have both. Examples are like your soul partner, your job, your dream..things like that.

And at times we tend  to regret on certain things we have done or maybe thought of patching up our mistakes just to feel a little better. Yeah! some works some doesn't. When the latter comes, we starts to blame ourselves and more often that happens a lot more compared to saving the day. So what I've concluded...is.....

Make a decision simply following what your heart tells you to do and tell yourself no matter what happens... endure it and not to regret it. Yet again, we are put into a situation to choose.. Be wise and follow what your hearts tells you. Fair enough?

Comparing with this the old one...

So what do you think?? Is it a better one or another flop?? I mean I'm fine with both actresses if you know what I mean..Both are hot in their own ways....but the story line guys...Come on! don't be so shallow...haha..which will you prefer???

Repetitive is in its own world

When is the last time you heard an overwhelming song? A legendary song that people still play after so many decades? No matter how long ago was that song.. You'll still have it with you and it never gets boring. These songs are what I called... God Given Songs... Lol...I know...it's lame...

But that's not my main point.. Remember when Japan came out with their J-Pop songs?? They were actually quite good. In fact, their government actually supports the music industry very much and they are so closed to be on par with international music industry. Pfffttt....Japanese....Those bastards seriously.....FREAKING GOOD IN EVERYTHING! They even have people like Maria Ozama and Sora Aoi for goodness sake if you catch my breeze!! DAMMIT!!


But not for long though, in fact on the other side... Koreans actually built their music industry a little bit later compared to the Japanese.. But......... If you care enough to observe the evolution... K-Pop now are way more successful than J-Pop...  It's like my favourite artists from Japan Yui and Zone kinda mellowed down and if you ask most people who's SNSD.. It's like you're asking who's your dream girl..


(Just in case you guys didn't know.. This band has already been disbanded..Sigh...SADNESS)

Anyway..Imagine the craziness and how much humans actually indulge in K-Pop! Ask the younger ones now...Do you know Metallica or even ACDC.... I bet they would puzzled much.. Try searching Youtube for Metallica's live performance....They freaking need helicopters to scout the area full of fans and military instead of policemen to control the crowd... Those are legends and those are like geniuses in writing songs... Ok fine...you're too lazy to do it... Here is it....



That brings us to the next point about K-Pop songs.. If you have listened to them daily or even every minute.. You might just talked like a stuck tape.. They repeat words as if you don't have enough vocabulary.. haha... Serious! Pick any korean song and listen to it.. They bound to repeat the words... GEE GEEE GEEEE.....how many GEES u wan!!! GOT BEE GEES D!!! TAXI TAXI TAXI!!!!!

But no offence though... I do like some korean songs! haha.... maybe because Sex Appeal Sells...... These are few of my favorite K - Pop Songs....


Super in love with E-UI...hahaha......



In fact this song was the first Korean song that I'm hooked at...haha...Reason? Son Ga In... Lol.....

Have you guys ever wondered that they really like to repeat their lines/words ALOT?

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Very much true as I bought my current phone using loan from my very own dad! haha.... But among all phones in the family of Samsung.. There is this little guy behind the curtain a little bit shy being overshadowed by her few sisters as well as the coming younger brother S III as all are eagerly waiting for.... is this GALAXY S ADVANCE! 

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So when's the last time you called your loved ones and you talk on the phone for hours? I believe those that are in long distance rship will understand this a lot! The person you missed so much finally took an effort to call you and sometimes, and while you're at it, you take turns to call each other back.. I know right.... those small little gestures....just reminds you of your loved ones. Just the thought of hearing the voice of the person is enough to take you through the day and at times, just a call you can change a person's life...well, wouldn't be that serious but hey, you'll definitely change a person's day.. I remember the time when I was young and I had this puppy love going on, damn..... heck we could talk so much on the phone, curi-curi call during the ungodly hours and talk for hours....but when we met up....It's allllllll awwwkkkkwarrddddd....hahaha....

 

Stories aside, sometimes a simple phone call will just change a person's hard day 180degrees and you'll give a special gift that is not worth any currency.... A SMILE! seriously....it's really irreplaceable! So... to all who are reading this... I would like to share this with you! Celcom is making the 1st of May which is today a Juz Kol DAY! a day to where you drop all of your to do list and grab that phone you've been pressing all day long...to call up the people you cherished the most and yet been taking the advantage of not asking how are they... Do it peeps! It's totally worth it.... a few cents to make a person happy and felt cherish....that is like pffft.....need me to say more?!

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